World within me

Lately .... 
I feel sad, I plead to the above powerful power to grant me a peaceful life ... 
It seem like a peaceful sea but yet so peaceful that you never thought the thunder is waiting to strike, I think that is life... No matter how much you run or hide, thing would happen so sudden and swipe you from the happiness ground.
The world within me is so frustrated sometime it make me feel helpless, no matter how positive talking I talk to myself it does not seem to calm me down ... is this the end of the world? Who would know as no one would answer my question.. 

HeLLo KiTTy in the cup

If given a day off, I really want to sit at a classic cafe with a breeze of wind, wearing white dress putting down my hair. Arm with a book and a cup of cappucino. Sipping away the afternoon.... What a life

I just wondering what if I have a cafe house? I use to dream of having a small cafe when in my age of retirement, a place where friend can come and goes. What a dream?

女人的世界

Love 

同是生为女人的我，在这不平等的世界里寻求生存，永远都在寻求那平衡点。可是无可否认，何谓平衡点？在哪里？你˴我大概永远都不会知道。而在盲目寻找的过程中，最终回报的是孤独，因为在那寻找的过程里，自己或许错失了许多的良机，也可能失去了自我。可是，只要能在这迷途里再找回自我，那就是人生的历练。生活如何的迷失，只要能找回自我，我觉得就能回归原始的我而找到自己的快乐。
女人都在不同的时代中不断的改变与学习。历史的笔下也写下了很多女人的奋斗，记载了女人追求快乐的痕迹。其实快乐并不遥远，只是女人并无法满足于现状。或许女人太贪心吧？太会比较谁好？谁幸福？又或许女人在现实里失去了安全感吧？也有可能没有仔细聆听自己所要的东西而迷失方向。

Hugs and Kisses

Learning something new everyday makes you want to expect what is the next best thing that is coming for you. I learn something new today, feeling like running toward my mom and scream out top to my lung and say "guess what I learn today mum"... that feeling make me misses my mom even more. Oh well, let me share with you part of my growing up.
Guessing growing up in a typical traditional family back in the earlier 80's is not an easy task. At the era of monetary start to stir in peoples life, economy start to boom and human mankind make it up to the moon. A vague memory when young was moving around most of the time, till the journey end up in a town and my father bought a house with my mum choice (that is the 3rd house, I think). A family with a full time working mom and dad, living under one roof with diabetes grandparents does not provide a lot of fairy tales story I guess (that would be another story time). All I can remember is words were not always shares and exchanges, hugs were not given dont even talk about kisses. I remember all those fast food (childhood favourite adult nightmare) that comfort me most of the lonely nites and rainny days.

Happiness

快乐的定义很简单，因人而异，我的快乐都建在周围，时刻，环境。。。 有时，当下我可以非常快乐，可能是双子座的原因，都在人前摆出欢乐的样子。

Shout out to those are under appreciated

Do you ever feel under appreciated? Do you ever feel someone is taking advantage of you? Gosh ... everyone is feeling that... why is there any appreciation manner in human circle nowadays. I just learn today, no matter how hard you work for a company it is easy for them to just script you out because in their mind YOU are easy to be replaced.
What happen to appreciate the effort? I hate this ... Stand up ... just stand up and get out of the situation ..