World within me

Lately .... 
I feel sad, I plead to the above powerful power to grant me a peaceful life ... 
It seem like a peaceful sea but yet so peaceful that you never thought the thunder is waiting to strike, I think that is life... No matter how much you run or hide, thing would happen so sudden and swipe you from the happiness ground.
The world within me is so frustrated sometime it make me feel helpless, no matter how positive talking I talk to myself it does not seem to calm me down ... is this the end of the world? Who would know as no one would answer my question..